hello blog-baby, i am sad.
like sad, sad
its so weird, i've never experience real sadness since, i dont know when.
(cos i always forget what i am sad about easily XD)
but, i cant help but to think about the december holidays.
how, i really, kinda, sort of, seriously, dread the holidays.
(excluding the guides activities)

what would i do with 2months of your absence?

maybe that's the reason why i've been so worrying and moody and insulting and full of complaints nowadays.
i dont want the holidays to start. i dont want to not see you. i dont want to not be able to spend my fridays with you. i dont want to stop peeking at you every morning assembly. i dont want to stop acting cute and singing songs to you. i dont want i dont want i dont want i really really dont want this to happen.

i just feel like stuffing myself with things to do so that i wont miss you so much.
bye blog-baby, i love you.
and you