Sunshine to my rainy days

ITS CNY!

2012-01-19T22:28:00.000-08:00

Hello! Its the start of my precious 5 day CNY break :)
Get to wear new clothes ( havn't gone shopping D: ) and eat good food haha!
Not to mention the money I'll get!
So this week was really fun and lucky! Like seriously lucky!
Monday was half day cos of school anniversary. Went to sakae with guides and coloured my hair orange!

Liting and me <3 Can you see the little streak of orange on my hair? haha :)

Weixuan! Look at the APPLE on her face hahahaha! So cute!

Dilys and me! :)

Pretty Poloroid :D

Group photo!! ^^

Yeap pretty polaroids we took. Actually we took 4 but im too lazy to post all :P
Kept the last one cos it was a group photo. Its in my wallet :)
Sakae buffet was really awesome! Met our guides teachers there haha! Ate like two rounds of sushis and sashimis and lots of crap stuffs since it was free. Like a jiayan much ^^

On wednesday we had a LJ to espo. Went to see the 清明上河图. Lol I dont know if I wrote that correctly. :/
Anyways, the picture was really cool. It's animated and has like little people walking around in the photos!
Then my violin teacher called me and told me that he's giving me two free tickets to a violin concert that night! Zomg I was so damn lucky to be able to watch that concert cos the violinist is like awesome to the max. Had sushi and starbucks before heading back to hostel after the concert at the esplanade. Reached back hostel all tired and shagged but the concert was worth it! :D

Then friday was CNY celebrations. Kinda boring cos I was sitting at the back and all the heads in the front were blocking my view. >:( Played a bit of poker in class then went home. Yeah and Im watching movies right now haha!

Kaixin, me, Weixuan! Can see hui min behind hah!

Isaac, wan qi, wang qing, me, jengyu and val! ruo cheng and reuben were hiding behind. zz and isaac looks weird!

HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA cutest picture of jengyu manzxczxc! I hope she doesnt see this or else i'll get killed before CNY starts :P

So looking forward to guides dinner tomorrow :) Its a dress date in town! And reunion lunch tomorrow with my relatives. Cant wait to see them! :D

First week of school D:

2012-01-07T01:11:00.000-08:00

Yeah, school has started. Kinda sucky cos on the first day, we were given assignments, worksheets and our CID project. There's cca on the first day too, spring cleaning of the guides room. Wow, I din know the room was that messy and dirty before we cleaned it. Honestly thought that cleaning the room up was mission impossible. But we still did it. Applause!
Oh and not to mention, almost everyone I see on the first day of school looked better in the senior high uniform. :) Full of envy~
And I found out that I had to present about Serve Cambodia with Benson to the year ones during champs to attract them to guides haha! Talking about cambodia, I heard that there's a mass ug year 4 oelp trip to cambodia during enc week. Not confirmed though, but I hope there is! :D
Friday was the toughest. Although its TGIF, I had to survive to PTs. PE was hell of a torture. But lucky there isnt 2.4 running yet.
CCA was playing of caps, some jumping rope thingy and some softball kind of running exercise. LOL. I swear the sun was scorching hot that afternoon! Celebrated jiayan's birthday after cca and everyone started drawing on each other's faces, gonna wake up with pimple breakout tomorrow D: . Hahah, I decorated the cake with Liting and it turns out better than expected cos my art is.. nevermind.
And Im glad I did well for graded chinese oP :) Was super pissed with the chinese teacher when I had to redo my PPT but nvm, it was worth it. :)
So that's my first week of school. Not really enjoyable but Im still pulling through haha! :D

Happy New Year!! :D

2012-01-01T01:26:00.000-08:00

Waddup everyone its 2012! Here's a pic I took from Marina Bay yesterday during countdown!

Pretty or what! :D

Anyways, its a new year, so here's a big shout out to everyone who's reading my blog.
Especially my dad who stalks me.

HAPPY 2012!!!!!! STAY HEALTHY, GROW RICH, GET FAMOUS :)

So school's gonna reopen like 2 days later and Im kinda dreading the boring life in hostel/at school. But at least I have my violin to accompany me haha, gonna practise it everyday from now on if I want to get my Grade 5 dist. :D And my pretty 13 other guides that will give me the strength to endure every single boring and lifeless week. And 4D that coincidently sounds like lottery. haha!

Oh talking about violin, Im gonna introduce you this super cool violinist. He's Eric Stanley and has a killa swag.

Oh and another song that Im desperate to make it my ringtone.
But apparently designing your own ringtone on Iphone is a troublesome and tedious thing. :(

Yeah that's all. wishing everyone a great 2012 ahead. Tatta! :D

To sum up 2011 (:

2011-12-30T23:42:00.000-08:00

Hello again! Almost forgot about blogging cos I've been so busy with.. sleeping and watching drama and eating haha! Anyways, updating my really fulfilling december hols :)
(LOL Im using my calender to write this post cos I've lost track of the dates:P) And this is gonna be a wordy post cos Im lazy to add in photo. Its on facebook anyways. :)
1 - 3 Dec 3Dontchaloveus chalet!!
Its finally 3D's chalet haha, had so much fun playing poker in the room and chilling out at night. Went for midnight movie and couldnt sleep cos it was too cold. Though I din went for first day, chalet was still as awesome together with 3Dians!! <3

5 - 7 Dec GUIDES YEAR 3 CHALET!!!
HOLY THIS IS THE TIME OF THE YEAR!!! Been planning this chalet and talking about it for the whole year (: Finally its here and to describe it, AWESOME. First day we celebrated weixian and qijia's birthday. Bought a huge and yummy and chocolaty birthday cake, which i secretly ate half of it behind the pillows :P jkThen played loads of daidi and slapjack. Next day was WWW day! Yes, this is my second time going to WWW. First was during 2F chalet! still super scared of the U shaped slide. haha :) Then we went kbox and went super high through the night :) Then supper and continued playing poker. Slept till 9 the next day and then checked out, reaching home all shagged but uploaded the photos ASAP haha! Efficient yo~
THIS IS THE BEST CHALET I'VE EVER BEEN TO. AND THANK YOU GUIDES FOR SAVING ME SO MANY FOOD! <3 MUACKZXC

9 - 17 Dec Macau, Hong Kong, Guang Zhou
eYay another overseas trip! (The fifth time going overseas this year!)Went to Macau the first 2 days and stayed at the Venetian. Their suite is super big! (haha, never stayed in a suite in my life so.. an eyeopener (:! )Shopped in the Venetian mall for a whole day. The stuffs there are damn expensive! ALmost twice the price in Singapore.
Next 2 days was spent in Hong Kong. Stayed in my cousin's newly renovated house. And my cousin designed it all my himself!Pro. Anyways, on the 4th day my sis and I went to Hong Kong disneyland to see the newly opened toystory land. Met Tin Yi and Tin Ying at Space mountain and played and shopped till 6pm before we left and met my parents for dinner :)
Then we joined a tour to Guang Zhou. 3D2N! Stayed at a hot spring hotel where the hot spring is like super big and quite a distance from the hotel. Which means that I have to walk in the cold :( But hot spring is the best thing ever!
Went back to HK for the last two days and recieved my christmas presents! My aunt gave me a swarovski necklace with really pretty cystals on it.And my cousin gave me a polaroid with 4 packets of films! THANK YOUUUU!!!

22 Dec 2F outing!
Yang Xi's back! Went to Sentosa and played vball and swam a bit :)Catched up a lot with the guys and Linette. And when we saw yangxi, its like he's never gone! aww :') Stayed from 1-11pm and was super tired when I reached home. But it was worthwhile to meet Yangxi!

24 Dec Christmas Outing
Val invited Sammy and I to her church's special service to celebrate christmas eve. Haha, Val's church friends are super friendly and nice. :)Had lunch with Val, Sammy and Menglu and walked down orchard road taking loads of pics with different christmas trees. Love the chocolate christmas tree. Pity its not real :(

26 Dec Movie with Liting!Went out with Liting after not meeting for almost a month? Haha, alvin and the chipmunks is damn cute omg and we shopped around orchard :) But time's limited so we din buy a lot of stuffs. Catched up with a lot of stuffs :D
Ok, so this is the end of my dec hols outings :D Had loads of fun this year, although with a few bumps here and there, but 2011 is indeed a year memorable :D
Gonna invite 2012 with an open heart and hope this goes right this year :D And to be honest, I kinda believe in the world ending next year. :P superstition haha.

Do it all again!

2011-11-25T21:45:00.000-08:00

Hello! This week was a blast! Had so much fun with Jengyu, Guides and 2F!

So on Monday I went to horts park with Jengyu. Got lost trying to find our way to Hendersons waves. Ended up finding some weird international school in the middle of the jungle haha! And played like real life temple run :P
Then we went to VIVO and took many pics. haha! Introduced Jengyu to MAN JI.
I swear that place sells the best hong kong desserts!! :D yummmmm!

Thanks jengyu! Had a really fun time at the park. Can loose weight too! :DD

<3 <3

Then on Thursday we went to ECP for BBQ with 2F. And Si Ying, Linette and I managed to start the fire while the others were finding their way there. wheee~
But as we were about to roast the food, it started raining. Talk about jinx :(
So we went to my place where my parents hosted them and the girls went to my room to start catching up with gossips and life haha!

And not to mention, congrats to my sis for getting 271 for her PSLE. She's gonna go RGS! :)

Oh! and they taupoked me!!!! the miserable me squashed at the botton DDDDD:

Then Friday we went to school for pioneering training.
But again, it started raining before we could do anything. Then Dilys found out that you're the apple of my eye is showing in west mall 15min later.
LOLLLL
we used 15min to pack everything, rush down to return the key, took the bus, ran in the rain to reach westmall cinema. Only to know that we cant go in cos they check our IC.
-.-
Walked around westmall, had snackers at KFC and went to JP to meet the other guides for dinner!
They bought me a really cute and big PLUTO soft toy!!! <3<3
Collected our serve cambodia shirts. Its super unique and pretty! Love it :D
Had pizza hut with guides. Kai xin spammed a lot of weird jokes which i cant get it but i dont know how the others got it! Unfair much D:
Then ended the dinner buy eating birthday cake and recieving cookies from Kai xin!

THANKS GUIDES FOR EVERYTHING! <3 muackzxczxcxc
oh and jia yan and maxine's souvenirs! hahha pretty bracelets and magnets :D

Counting blessings, taking chances :)

2011-11-13T02:04:00.000-08:00

HELLO!

It's been two weeks since the start of the holidays. And Im in the midst of all the CIPs and guides stuffs.
Oh! And I've received an awesome news!! We topped the nation for urban waste competition. That's a $450 and a trophy! Woots!
CIP was okay, met the few kids I took care of last year and as expected, they had forgotten me :( hahah! Anyways this time CIP is more of admin and paperwork cos the kids are still having lessons. OTL
ROD was the most tiring day ever! Was in shool from 12 to 10. Haiz, and it was together with facil camp and initiative. Busy busy.
Kinda weird to have a camp when the year sixes are mugging hard for a levels.
Anyways, ROD was a success, despite the few hiccups here and there. But it was still a memorable one. I can't believe the next ROD I'll be attending is for our level. Only half a year left! Scary D:
There's a 2D1N guides camp tomorrow where we'll be preparing for the upcoming pioneering test. Hope I can pass the test! So wanna get my gold badge. The bronze one looked really ugly and noob :( not to mention, there'll be recipes to follow for outdoor cooking haha! Can't wait!!
After this week, I'll be able to slack an probably start on some homework.
I need to have some life too! The last time I've watch a movie was the last day of EOYS.
Yes, that long :(

Hello November ^^

2011-11-02T06:46:00.000-07:00

Yay its finally November! My birthday month -hints- haha!
Anyways, here are the few pics from endau ropin trip.
Really miss that place.
Okay maybe without that many leeches and bugs in the package. :P

And Im really happy I've accomplished quite a lot of stuffs within these few days

~~Level souvenir~~
~~Patrol souvenir~~
~~Comm souvenir~~
~~Urban waste~~
~~Interest Badges~~
~~Indoor Deco~~
~~Guides camp proposal~~
~~Meal bag~~
CIP
Level Dance

yeap, left with level dance and CIP.
But hopefully everything goes on smoothly and Im able to strike them off too :D

But CIP's gonna crash with Urban waste prize presentation D:
I heard the prize presentation's held at ITE at CCK. Really want to go and explore their campus but haizz ):

Sunshine after the rain :)

2011-10-29T01:05:00.000-07:00

Hello!
Yes, Im starting to blog after MIA-ing for months. :)
Just a really short post cos Im not used to blogging anymore.
Especially now, when Guides stuffs are becoming more draining and tedious than mugging for EOYS.
The first three weeks of nov are booked with CIP, ROD preparation and nov guides camp. And I was really stressed after EOYS cos there was so many things to look after. ):
But endau ropin trip totally helped me with this. I used to be really scared of leeches and creepy crawlies. But as quoted from Mr huang, leeches are like the small problems in life, irritating but inevitable. As long as we look the bigger picture, leeches are nothing.
Yeap, with this, I was able to finish so many things in the shortest time. Not to mention the help guides gave me :) Thanks! :D
Oh and just to let you know my GPA, its 3.9 ^^ literally one mark away from a perfect gpa. D:
Anyways, its the start of holidays now, and imma going to fill it with drama and fun. Of course, after all the work's done :P

p/s: Is it me, or this year passed REALLY fast! :O

Getting retro!

2011-09-04T23:17:00.000-07:00

Cool :)

Anyways, had CIP dance yesterday at taman jurong cc. Kinda less crowded than I expected. And there're more little kids than rvians. Okay, pedo much haha!
So we went to perform Hoot, and it's so cool, okay at least to me, cos they provide us with sweets and popcorns and food and oh oh! We even had a photo shoot!

hahaha! <33

So that kinda sums up the first week of holidays.
From today onwards, I've came up with an intensive mugging timetable, which I have been sticking faithfully for the past.. 3hours.
Blogging within rest time yo :D

Kay gotta continue mugging, BYE! :D

When the drama addiction sets in

2011-08-27T07:20:00.000-07:00

This is gonna be a short post cos I dont really know what to write :)
Just watched all 36 ep of new my fair princess part 1. Realised that my aunt din know that new my fair princess has 3 parts. :P
Nevermind then, both the new and original version are awesome :) and I love it. But I'll probably like a version with the old cast but the new plot.
And its so weird no one else watches it. -.-

Anyways, I've gotten my 3.8 gpa for this term, and Im going to get my new violin from my parents :D
Dont they dare go back on their words! HAHAH.

Oh and my phone is.. missing. So dont contact me until I've got it back. :P

It's not what you did, it's you

2011-08-20T05:09:00.000-07:00

Heya people. Went for the Lit seminar at dunman high today. Together with Valerie, Raphael, Beatrice, Sammy, Estelle, Jett, Annie, Vanessa, Christalle, Nigel and Wanlu. :) And met many old friends :D Kinda happy to see them today.
The dramas by VJ was quite cool. And we attended this workshop on photo poetry, which really inspired us for the photostory project we did later.
And Dunman's food is nice~ I ate like 3 servings. :D
Then Beatrice, Raph, val and sammy came to my house to slack till 3pm. So val beatrice and raph were doing idk what on the com and Sammy and I were play the duet of Corrente. Damn nice, my violin exam piece for grade 5.
We also did the violin and piano part for merry christmas mr lawrence :) Awesome song I cant get rid of it from my head <3
Then we went to Bugis to have koi and also did our photosstory. Took many cool photos and walked from Bugis to douby gaut. Zai anot haha!

p/s: I tried to climb onto this structure and pose with it but fell, like so embarrassing :/ scrapped my knee. Super awful. And it hurts when I bend my knee, especially when the rainwater today keep splashing on my wound. :(

p/p/s: Gonna post some of the cool pics we took once raph and sammy uploaded their photos

p/p/p/s: VAL YOU SOTONG! YOU LEFT YOUR CAM AT MY PLACE!! Finders keepers :) no la, return to you on monday :)

I was enchanted to meet you

2011-08-19T10:23:00.000-07:00

I want all six bears hahah! I dont know why am I so into bears nowadays, especially the super pretty white carebear with the golden nose! <3 aww

Anyways, the tests are officially over! And my aunt bought my "xin huan zhu ge ge" from china. Thanks a lot! :D Gonna watch the whole of the weekends and next week.

Not to mention I've found the song I was searching for ages. Swear I couldnt sleep when I find a song super familiar but I can't get the title of it somehow. Can't remembered where I heard it but it's awesome and touching. Always wanted to play the violin part cos it looks easy. :)

Have to wake up in 6 and a half hours time for the lit seminar at dunman high.
Then have to do the photostory project. Hai, I hate it when I can't sleep in on a saturday ):

And all the tests results will come out next week. Scared :/
Although the tests I've gotten back are all quite decent, I still don't wish to get back scs, physics, suo xie, la essay and maths.

But still, the exams are over so Im treating myself with drama everyday :)
GO NICOLE!

Cos now its official

2011-08-17T07:27:00.000-07:00

hahaahaahhahahahah, okay I'm super energetic right now. I have no idea why but oh well. This post is especially for liting, who asked me to update it. Wow I din know people still read this blog. I thought I wrote it for the sake of myself to read :P
(oh and I know my dad reads it too)
Anyways, tomorrow's the last day of tests. Elit and CID. Then everything's over!!!
Yay time to partyy~
But term 3's tests are all super hard. The school's stupid idea to increase the difficulty of the papers so that we wont get exempted so easily. Like wts, now Im not that confident of getting my 3.8 already.
But for my violin!!! must get my 3.8!!
Oh and my mum's birthday's on friday. And I bought her this really cute thing.
Kay shall not disclose it here if not my dad will go and tell her.
Totally reminds me of the horny chicken in chengdu hahahah!
Hai, I'm missing guides already. Wanna catch up with every one of them after cca! :D We only have 3 acts left this year. aww man ):

我的华文好好哦！

2011-08-11T00:42:00.000-07:00

Yo it's back to school after the long weekends. Kinda dreading all the tests which are about to bombard me like meteorites. Zzz. Had physics test today. It was kinda screwed and I didn't finish the paper in time. Hope I still can maintain my auspicious 88 percentage for physics, although it seems highly ambitious of me :( but anyways, scored full marks for Chinese test!! It's the first time I scored a perfect score for a language I can't even speak fluently in. LOL I heard literature was a big time killer. Everyone didn't have time to finish it. How is it possible for mr sim to expect us to write 4 essays in an hour?! Crazy. Went to library after school to complete on my elit review. Which reminds me that I should really start on reading chapter 9&10 of my lit text. ;P so now it's left with Chinese zuowen on Friday, chemistry and Maths next Tuesday and CID and literature on Thursday. Kill me now~

In a heartbeat

2011-08-09T08:16:00.000-07:00

Hello! Its Singapore's 46th birthday today! :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY hahahah. And for that, we had a two and a half day to slack. and mug, a bit. :P
So NDP celebration was super boring, I swear last year's one was so much better. The parade was quite good, according to seniors. But I thought we kinda screwed it up at the beginning. But still, great job guides! I'm so proud of you girls <3
Introducing the 2011 NDP Girl Guides contigent! :D

Hahaha! Then the year3s went to the back of the hall to zihigh and self entertain, especially during the dancing of Doya and the singalong aka the nicole-to-unleash-her-inner-singing-potential time :D
But it kinda ended pretty fast and I had to rush off for LA essay test. It was so-so, Im just glad its over :)

Went to complete chem assignment and went out for lunch and movie with guides :D
The Zookeeper is an awesome and sweet movie! FUNNY LIKE MAD. Dilys say I resemble the elephant. OI! HAHA.
And the chipmunk reminds me of jiayan "ITS ALL ABOUT THE THUMB YO!" hahahah! inside joke ftw!

National day today was pretty boring for me. Planned to mug and watched fireworks but end up cancelling it cos I had a serious stomachache and diarrhea situation LOL.
Nevermind, there's always a next time~
So studied physics and practised violin at home. And went to swim in the afternoon. It feels good after working out (Y)
But somehow, I miss last year's NDP, it is so much better when you get to see the fireworks right in front of your eyes <3

Anyways, gonna wake up early tomorrow (which I dont know why Im up this late :P) to practise violin.
Then gotta meet up with val and raphael to do Urban Waste's proposal. :)
And also study for physics and chem test.
Holidays always pass so fast. D:

Always be my baby

2011-08-06T07:12:00.000-07:00

This song has been replaying in my mind for ages <3 Awesome voice and lyrics
Anyways, had ndp rehearsal today. My mum fetched me to school. And she wasn't sure with the way so we ended up at tuas checkpoint. o.o
So we spent like half and hour to reach school.
And its DILYS' BIRTHDAY TODAY! Happy birthday girl!!!! <3 me muack muack. haha!
We decorated the guides whiteboard with birthday wishes and decorated her birthday scrapbook. Hope she'll like it :D
NDP rehearsal was okay~ except that the sun isnt very friendly today and my legs ache like mad since yesterday ):
Went to pizza hut for dilys' birthday lunch.
Had to leave earlier cos LA's waiting for me at home to mug~
Slept the whole 1 and a half hour bus ride back home. I swear waking up at 6am on a saturday is a killer >:(
And when I reached home, my mum asked me to go grocery shopping with her and saikang.
So I had to read my LA notes in the car. Like a hardcore mugger only :P
Kinda mugged LA over the phone with yujing LOL. Its miracle I can concentrate studying on the phone when the tv is playing drama right in front of me.
Then my mum cooked today's dinner cos my maid went back to phillipines for sometime.
I din know her cooking was so good.
Like seriously, I ate my dinner as though I've just been through a famine camp.
LOL
Oh after ndp rehearsal and grocery shopping and mugging for the whole day, I realised that I dont have the time to practise violin. oh crap.
Gotta wake up early tomorrow to practice my pieces already ):
Kay, gotta sleep early today and prepare myself for NDP on monday and LA essay test. Gotta pull up my LA grades!!

p/s: my phone ran out of batt and I stupidly forgot to bring my charger back home. So I can only use my phone on sunday night ):

p/p/s: I survived week 6! APPLAUSE :D

My heart's so jetlag~

2011-08-04T22:57:00.000-07:00

Hellooooo!!!! Updating my blog during maths lesson :P it's been like 456655432356 years since I've updated it. Anyways, i have short term memory so I can't really write about aylc and violin exam. But I guess it was both awesome hahahaha. Gotta worry more on upcoming tests and Ndp parade. Idk why but I was super disappointed when others say that our footdrill is getting worse, WORSE THAN SCOUTS wts. hope that our standard will improve after today's rehearsal. And the tests are crazyyyyy. Bombarding me like mad. Gotta spend national day holiday to mug hard on maths chem physics language arts and elit. And after this crazy test week I'll start partying and shopping like a bimbo. Hahahahahahha! Oh and I've got my grade 5 violin pieces already. Supposed to go and choose my pieces but I kinda have no time for it :( got to go back to school on saturday morning for another round of Ndp somemore argh. Okay shall do my maths worksheet now heheh. Buhbye~

Unfriend you

2011-07-21T02:10:00.000-07:00

Hey might not be able to update my blog for the next few days cos im going off for AYLC! :D
Had violin exam today. It was not.. bad. Haha, second exam already so not that nervous. And its only 15min. :)
Then went back to school for chem prac. And I wanted to find someone to watch harry potter with me.
Then everyone I know either flew off to AYLC last night, have elective after school or cca after school. Damn sian, have to go back home myself ):
Anyways, I hope AYLC is fun :D especially after my violin exam is over, its time to slack and relax!
And start mugging hard for term3 tests when I get back.
Kay buhbye! :D

Found this on youtube. Super sweet! <3 Go watch it (Y)

My good isn't good enough

2011-07-15T18:58:00.000-07:00

Damn i cant upload the cambodia dance on blogger! Nevermind check my facebook :D omg I miss cambodia so much. But the week ahead is gonna be super hectic. Wednesday is LJ to pulau semakau, then im going back home to last min practise all my violin and freak out that on thursday is my violin exam. Hope I can get my distinction again. Then going back to school to pack my luggage for AYLC and watch harry potter with Jengyu raphael ruocheng and val. :D Then friday morning flying off to chengdu. Woah. Damn nervous for my violin exam argh! Must take every chance to practise already. Can't wait for AYLC but dreading violin exam D: Oh and had maths test this week. The test was a freaking killer. I did this partial fractions wrongly and I guess 7 marks is gone already. oh man, I hope the teacher will still give me marks for error carried forward D: And I've been waking up at 6 for the past week cos there's AYLC mass dance at 7 everyday. We did Doya and High school musical. Which is the cambodia dance lmao! But I like the cambodia dance more, more meaningful :D Then kaixin weixuan xuehui and I took the year1s for footdrill yesterday. I dont even know what to say about it. But I hate to scold the whole level just because there are one or two black sheeps who refuses to listen. zz Sorry to those who did put in effort. We can see it so damn clearly. Oh yes! going to celebrate jengyu's birthday today. Honestly I kinda freaked out because there's so much things going on and I still have to organise a birthday outing for this girl. But afterall, she's my laogong LOL! okay hope everything goes well today :D Then I'll be going for my last violin accompament with the piano after the party. Hope everything goes well too! D: And I'll decide tonight whether I want to watch HP7 3D with my family or not :D jiayou nicole!

The good old times

2011-07-10T03:14:00.000-07:00

Hi! Went to Nanyang girls high yesterday night to support Yixin's drama showcase.
Turned out to be a pretty exciting night :D
So met Yunning, cherie, adriena, mun yong, joel, jiawen, zoe, belle, lynn, gladys and yixin.
The drama was like damn professional. especially nygh's choir. They sang this finish (as in a song from finland. LOL) song that sound like some organised chaos. LOL oxymoron intended.
And yixin can act as a really good bimbo HAHA! I should really film down her dance :P
Oh and we met edina and her friends there. heard from jiawen that there's other rv ppl. haiz too bad I din get to meet them. :(
So the drama ended at around 9 and we went to plaza sing for dinner, or should I say, supper. HAHA
lynn's guyfriend came with us (I think his name's shanwei. yeah) and we started gossiping damn loudly in the bus cos the whole bus was empty except for us.
Went to plaza sing and ate there.
Teased joel's gayness for being saikang warrior in choir, and also catched up with gossips and nonsense heh. Oo and shan wei told us a lot about HCI's gayness. okay first impression destroyed already. jkjk :P
Reached home at 12am. woah, just like cinderella.
Shall post some pics on my blog. (As requested by Liting XD)

By my side

2011-07-08T23:23:00.000-07:00

Hey! Its the weekends like whoooo~
Yesterday took the juniors for act and i dont know how but we ended up with 450 punishments. Yeah, took like 1h to clear half of it. Gonna continue next week D:
And there's this npcc guy just cut us when we were doing punishments.
Worst still, when I told him that we were doing punishments (like that isn't obvious enough), he said that he dont care and that we don't own the school.
What's with the attitude? -.-
Then went back home and found out that my knees were bleeding only when I bathed. :O So weird.
Went to school today for AYLC briefing.
So the teachers told us to change terminal 1 to terminal 2 on the paper cos there was a printing error.
And after the whole thing I went to ask them that some of my friends din come for the briefing today, so is there gonna be an announcement for them to change the venue.
Then guess what those teachers replied?
they said that those ppl will know the change of venue on that day when they go to T1 and dont find anyone, then they'll naturally go to T2.
Wts? So if we're late for our flight it'll be their fault is it?
So much for telling us to be responsible and blahblahblah.
They themselves are such a bad example.
Call this a leadership convention.

Okay after being so pissed off over minor things, Im anticipating's Yixin's drama showcase.
Gonna watch with Zoe, Belle, Lynn and Jiawen.
It's been so long since we had a 6I outing.
Heard some of the boys are coming. Gotta catch up ahahaah!

Love like woe

2011-07-07T07:51:00.001-07:00

Hi! Its week 2 of term3 and there's already 2 tests.
Not to mention that one test on week1.
Im starting to think that the number of tests will actually increase by weeks. LOL.
Anyways, the year 3s just took over the company, and Im so glad everything's on track. :D
I realised that term 3 is super packed for me cos of violin, aylc, lit seminar, PGA (if i want to take part), and maybe start on my NYAA already.
Plus the endless homework and projects.
Eh actually it isnt a lot cos i've finished all 3 assignments that are dued 2 weeks later LOL. okay, regaining back my hostelite power :P
Oh and good news is that im starting to love logarithms already.
Still remembered a few days ago when I wanted to tear my logarithms worksheets so badly cos I dont understand shit.
But its getting awfully better :D
And physics too.
And chem, with tanching's teachings. He's actually not bad. Everyone's just terrified of him cos he doesn't smile at our class. AT ALL.
And Elit, with the new elit teacher as the current GP HOD, we should be in good hands.
okay, sound so mugger! :P

Anyways, Im so going to watch Harry potter 7 this coming 14th! Zomg, i cant believe its the last installment already. Noo I dont want my childhood to end! D:

G double O D J O B goodjob!

2011-06-22T08:43:00.000-07:00

Hey all! Had west division camp today and its probably one of the happiest day of my guiding life. :P

So we sent in 2 competition teams, wide games and photography. And pioneering and art and craft as participation games.

But it happened that it rained 2 time today. At the wrong time and kaixin's right eye twitched to it. Scary or what! :P

Xuehui, Dilys, Liting and I were in the photography competition, so we had to go around taking photos that links to the theme ALL SMILES and GUIDES IN ACTION.

Took about like 200+ photos and had a hard time deciding with 16 photos we should submit.

Yeah, and idk if it's a good or bad thing, but photography's result is the last to be announced. So all of us were like pinching each other's shirts and being all nervous cos unlike the past few years, if we do not max out our competition points today, there won't be a second chance :/

Bronze was not us. ):
Then silver was not us too. And we were beginning to feel that its going to be the end of the world. Even dilys was like: I dont think we can make it.

But then, AHAHHHAHAAHHAAHAHA god knows how pro we are and gave us first! :D
Its been a long time since guides have ever won a 1st prize in west div and Im so proud that our current batch is able to add a new shiny gold trophy to the TABLE OF GLORY HAHAHAH.

Okay too high. Just have that sense of accomplishment that we're not letting our seniors down. And they don't have to worry about us :)

And for the year2s who took part in the wide games, nevermind if you've never won anything, we saw that you girls made the effort to memorise the flora knowledge for the competition. And I guess that's pretty much enough.

So after west div, all 11 year3s went to pepper lunch for dinner and chatted from like 5.30 - 8.30. LOL. 3h of quality time is enjoying life!
Love it.

Competition points down,
and we know there's so much more to go.
But who cares?
Its RVGG.
LOL XD

Patrol Leader's Training Camp :)

2011-06-17T01:58:00.000-07:00

Hello! Yeah, as the title suggests, Im going to blog about PLTC.
So, PLTC is mainly just about teaching us how to be a good PL in future, and most of the sessions took place in the olave hall. Just like a typical classroom setting.
Boring. But the trainers put in effort to make it interesting even though the lesson itself was dry.
And we had like 5 meals per day, which explains the 1kg I gained from the camp. Although it seems like I was the only one eating most of the elevenses and tea break cookies.
Sorted ourselves into patrols, which I am in BANANA. Yeah, easy to guess that its yellow house. :P It was super epic when our PL said BANANA AT EASE. I swear it was so damn hard to control my laughter. And I like my patrol so much cos they're really super helpful patrol mates and an awesome patrol leader. XD Kinda miss doing activities with them. As for the leadership lessons, we think that our school is walking somehow a different direction from the guides hq. And maybe that's the reason why we are lagging one year behind from other schools. So we were thinking that probably after handover, we can really make ourselves clear about the different testwork and stuffs that we're going to do, and most importantly let our juniors have fun and up their standards in the process too. :)
So, first night, kaixin weixuan qijia and I went to clean the toilet and also emptied all the garbage bags in camp christine. Then we sneaked into olave hall to grab our supper and started chatting under the moonlight. pretty max :)
Next day was still as dry, but we were looking forward to PGA's campfire (President guide award). So we realised that traditional campfire has no emcees or blasting music, but it was sing-along and dancing throughout.
So the PLTC guides pulled off a dance using dj's got us falling in love again. Super hiphop-ish, and we managed to learn it in an hour. And half of the PLTC people had to sing to the song. LOL at their singing :P but overall its cool.
The PGA guides really lived up to their name. We were amazed at how that one PG could control 150 audience in 2h. We heard that they had a wet weather plan in the olave hall, so after dismissal, weixuan and I went to olave hall to check out their indoor plan. That PG was still there clearing up the stuffs and taught us about using pressure lamp, translucent coloured papers and wires to make a fake campfire. and it'll look real and stable.
So second night the 4 of us were chatting at night again, and we really think the PG taught us quite a few good stuffs. Now, campfire in the hall won't be impossible and it could be as enjoyable as it is in the outdoors.
And, we felt that it is very wasted for our level guides to not be able to take part in PG just because we were unsure of the criteria for a PG. (we actually have to finish our gold badge before attempting PG.) And after seeing how the PGs conducted their campfire, I really could say that most of the guides in our level have the same standard as them, or even better.
Anyways, PLTC really had the 4 of us inspired with new ideas to improve the current batch of guides and I hope that after handover, all these ideas will be implemented and we'll handover to the juniors without feeling guilty that we did not put in our very best <3

Guides room revamp (Y)

2011-06-14T03:55:00.000-07:00

Hello! So I woke up at 6.30 today and totally rushed for all the mrts and buses, just to reached school at 8. Punctual ftw :D
So today we were going to clean up the guides room and check the logistics for west div day.
But we decided to just revamp the whole guides room and add some new and pretty touches to the guides room to make it even more spacious than it is before.
So after moving everything, EVERYTHING, (Omg, you should see how all the stuffs in the guides room can actually fill up the entire corridor), we moved all the furnitures that blocked the board behind. Then we swept and mopped the whole room, while the rest arranged the gadget poles, clean up the canvas tents and decorate the guides room board.
Oh! We found some ancient guides stuffs left behind like fireplans and photo albums. Reminds me of the days where we can have real campfires, and not some weird one in the hall with colour papers as flames.
So after all the hard work, the guides room is SPARKLING AND PRETTY.
And we were super accomplished after the whole revamp. :D
Went to have pepper lunch with guides and slept the whole bus ride back home.
It's PLTC tomorrow and Im sure I'll have loads of fun with Weixuan, Kaixin and Qijia :D

Now I feel a spark of pride everytime I walk past the guides room.
OUR ROOM IS FINALLY NEATER THAN THE SCOUTS. HAH. BEAT THAT

Take a chance, fly away

2011-06-11T04:36:00.000-07:00

I love the piano cover of What are words~
Okay anyways, went for dental appointment at paragon this morning.
Perfect teeth ftw! :)
Then had spagetti for lunch and went to meet up with serve cambodia team for a movie.
I actually told them the timing for vivo GVgoldclass. :P
Din know the difference then until Jonathan told me it means we have to pay 38 bucks for a seat (ps, not seat, bed.)
So embarrassing!

So we went to Lot1 for movie. Watched the 2.40 slot of Super 8.
Siwai Liting and I were freaked out by the crazy loud noises and you should totally see the mess of popcorns and nacho cheese spilt on my seat when the lights are on.
:P

Chatted a bit with Liting and Siwai then went back home.
Shall continue practising violin.
And, tomorrow, Im going to do chem assignment.
Okay, one step at a time :D

Outings, outings and more outings~

2011-06-10T04:31:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was liting's birthday, so I shall wish her a big fat HAPPY BIRTHDAY here hahahaa.
Went to kaixin's aunt condo for bbq with the guides and all 13 of us turned up. :D
Ordered in the bbq stuffs and started on our evil plan :D
So first, we tried to outcast liting and asked everyone to dao her :P
Then Kaixin and I pretended to fight and quarrel to make the atmosphere super tense.
Yeah, and as expected, there were a lot of NGs LOL.
Then at night everyone suddenly disappeared with liting alone at the bbq like a loner :D
And tada! We came in with the birthday cake and her birthday necklace.
That silly girl was so touched she cried hahahahhaa,
nicole's acting ftw! <3

Then we start throwing people into the pool until the security guard had to come chase us out of the pool.

Oh and not to forget, the new guides level tee we got today! So everyone changed out into our level tee.
Its light pink dry fit and has weixuan's awesome design on it. Totally love it :D

So I left the bbq at 10pm and went to bugis to meet my family for supper :D
Reached home at around 12 :P

And today, went out with peiern to orchard for window shopping.
But I can't resist orchard stuffs so I decided to buy this red and sparkling scarf from ruby :D It was on sale so~
And then went to far east and spotted a lot, A LOT of nice stuffs. Must ask my mum to bring me there next time :P
Then chatted a lot and went back home at around 6.
Okay, time to have my dinner then practise violin.

p/s: peiern taught me how to practise my vibrato so that it would sound much much much better! :D

p/p/s: I desperately need a phone date today. okay. shall call people :D

Last act of term 2 :)

2011-06-07T00:10:00.000-07:00

Hello! Totally camwhored and jumpshot with Kaixin after the last act of term two.
Last time we get to play and slack so hard. Okay, maybe not for the slack part. Before handover, and everything will just come in like tsunami ):
Some cute jumpshots below! :D
Kaixin and her creativity!
and proudly jumped by me and kx! :P
tada

Serve Cambodia 2011, a whole new experience

2011-06-06T21:13:00.000-07:00

Okay I suck at arranging pictures so I shall not. Gonna talk about the Serve Cambodia trip today. Im tired of making reflections cos throughout the trip, the teachers made us write a 2 page long without line spacing reflection. Within 30min. Its like writing a full fledged essay. In a shorter period of time. But that time, it was like peanuts to us cos the ideas and reflection just flowed in like nobody's business. :) Guess there were too much to reflect on.

So, Kolap 4 orphanage showed me how carefree the cambodian orphans are. While we are mugging our head off for exams and tests, they are playing water soccer, running under the rain naked. Its so ironic for us to pity them, cos I actually envy their freedom. And some kids there have really awesome talents I bet no one outside the orphanage will ever get to see.

Dam danced super awesome!
Nary is by far the prettiest girl I've seen in cambodia :)
Bunrong is the sweetest kid and a great eyecandy.
Rin is the most cheerful kid and super cute too!
Pisey can do stunts on her bicycle (Y)
Ny has awesome photography skills
And last but not least, mango can dance to lucifer :D

So for us, we helped out in making cupboards, cleaning up their dorms, catch mice, planted a mini garden outside, and had an enrichment day specially to celebrate their children's day. And the serve cambodia team has officially turned into a bunch of saikang warriors. :D not to mention the taupok session everyone (okay except the girls) received at night. And the fun dinner sessions where yewteck can eat 10 servings of rice. :D
Plus the endless gossips coming from the guys and midnight room visits to eat cup noodles. All those were great memories and I think our impression of scouts changed for the better :) Oh and the great mentors we had throughout the trip. Grateful much.

Going for serve cambodia team outing on saturday and I can't wait to see everyone :)
Last but not least, to all those who came back with diarrhea, get well soon! <3

p/s: yr3gg! lets go to cambodia again if there's a second chance :)

if you think you are too small to make a difference, you've never been in bed with a mosquito

It all starts making sense

2011-05-27T06:45:00.000-07:00

I love this song right now.

Anyways, its the last day of the semester!!
In for all the holiday fun and outings
Anticipate much :DDDDD

I realised that I have like only 3 days available to go out with guides cos the rest is being koped by cambodia, tuition, violin and west div day preparation. ):
But still, its time for yr3gg to have fun before we really take over the company next term and everything comes rushing in.

Went to the sick bay today cos my stomach cramps was hurting like nobody's business and slept for a full one and a half hour before getting chased out by the auntie there cos i've been sleeping too long lol!!!

CCA was quite slack. I can't seem to cut the wood cos I've never taken axemanship ):
Then found face paint in the guides room. Which is like WOAH AHHAHAHA YAY! to us cos we've been trying to find it for ages.

Took loads of photos at the field with guides.
Liting said that she caught many of my unglam pics and refuses to show me ):
She better not tag me on facebook.
Jumpshots with kaixin is awesome much! :D

Yay its the last day of school and that means 1 more day to cambodia trip.
HI LITTLE CAMBODIAN KIDS -waves and shakes butt-
ahahhahahhhahahahaahhahaah

All together, makes it better

2011-05-25T04:08:00.000-07:00

Loads of thanks to Kaixin and Weixuan for teaching us the AYLC dance so last min.
That's the reason why i love having such awesome friends :P

So we managed to teach all the scouts and ventures ppl the dance item for campfire.
AWESOME!

Physics prac was okay~ not very confident of scoring super high but it won't affect my gpa though :D

Today was super slack. recess, freeperiod, classlunch, lunch. LOL!
And Im sure I gained another few kgs after gorging so many chewy juniors and chips.
So much for trying to loose weight. :D

Had our class cambodia pre session, and everything went super smoothly. Released on time ftw!

Anyways, I stil can't believe cambodia trip is so soon.
This means that I have to sleep like, 7pm on saturday cos I have to wake up at 3.30am on sunday.

Only one

2011-05-24T06:41:00.000-07:00

IM EXHAUSTED.
Like seriously, after sorting out all the wood behind the grandstand, I can see my arm muscles popping out.
Okay la, Im just exaggerating. But wensu dilys and I were the only 3 dealing with i dont know how many kg of wood.
Besides, finding the correct wood itself is already daunting enough.
We got all sorts of bruises and wounds from falling in between the wood and scrapping ourselves against splinters ):
Tomorrow's gonna be quite slack in the morning, apart from physics prac test.
chem's gonna be a free period before champs in the audi. :D
Gonna start on our dance item with the scouts after school.
Cross my fingers and hope that everything goes alright.
Its our last presession tomorrow before we go to cambodia.
Ahh~ I still have the feeling that it's super far ahead.
And that means I should countdown to end of the school term!!

I'm on my wayyyyyyyyyeeeeeeeeeee~

2011-05-23T03:32:00.000-07:00

Damn happy right now. It's like the last week of school.

Aside from physics prac test, this week's gonna be hell lot of fun.
Meeting the scouts and ventures on wednesday to practice our campfire dance and also have our last pre session. I don't know how to dance, furthermore teach the scouts? o.o

Anyways, I cancelled my violin on thursday to chiong dance aesthetics item. But everyone's free only after 5.30 cos of elective so I wanna watch movie before that.
Anyone free? :D

Good news's that~
I'm gonna move out of hostel this friday.
Hostel life sucks so I can't wait to go back home and enjoy life XP
And Cambodia! Excited to meet the kids there :D

Gonna have a mad packing and cleaning up session wed and thurs night.

Holidays ftw!!!

:D

2011-05-20T05:53:00.000-07:00

Hello!
Whee got back all of my results.
So let me do a brief calculation of my GPA. :)

Lang Arts - A2
Chinese - B4
Maths - A1
Science - A1
Humans - A1
CID - A1
+ Maths - A1

3.7 ;) But that's only for term 2
Still have to take in term 1's results and I kinda screwed it up. wtf.

Screw chinese, i wonder which teacher marked our papers. pms i guess. -.-

Gotta pack my luggage for Cambodia soon and also clear up my hostel room.
Oh yes! Have to prepare for violin exam.

Zomg, I can't believe one semester is gone just like that. :P

All of a sudden

2011-05-19T06:41:00.000-07:00

Time flies. Okay maybe it's rocketting.
Tomorrow's enrollment ceremony and Mdm Ong's farewell.
Will kinda miss baby ong. :P

But I won't be attending enrollment ceremony cos there's Cambodia pre-session.
I want to see enrollment ceremony! ):
And suddenly I feel so old.
Still remembered our level's very own enrollment ceremony.
When we first put on our trefoil, first wore our un-altered guides u and first tied plaits (which was kinda cute :P)
Yah, so the year ones will officially be a girl guide.
Applause!! :D

Okay, back to reality. There's still so much things to settle for the Cambodia trip and I don't know where to start.
Anyways, shall frustrate about it tomorrow. I've shagged myself enough today for violin.

Most of my results came back. And woots! Screwed up the unimportant tests and ace the ones that will actually be counted in my GPA.

So, unless the marks got keyed in wrongly, I should get a steady partial exemption :D

Still hate the school for taking away our ENC week.
Instead, I'll be taking physics prac test, LA presentation and Aesthetics assessment.
D:

All of a sudden, I know how to prioritise my life.

It was you and me against the world

2011-05-16T02:31:00.001-07:00

I still think the hello kitty plaster on my feet is cute :P

Anyways, today we started selling the cookies for fundraising.
It was okay~ Although the price for so expensive a lot of people were like huh-ing and super reluctant to buy the cookies.

But its charity!!!! :D
Good people have good things happen to them. I think, from the chinese proverb. :P
Sold all my cookies and helped liting and elvan to meet their quota too.
Hey maybe I should be a salesperson or something.
Im gifted at this :P

Going out with guides tomorrow.
Okay, not exactly going out cos we have work to do.
Baking !!! WOOHOO.
Never touched baking in my entire life.
Made cookies once for CIP at kinderland.
And Im surprised there's no food poisoning :D
Liting wants to spam photos tomorrow
But nowadays getting fat le, take photos not photogenic :/

Gonna watch loads of movie today and sleep super late and maybe sneak out to JP for supper :D

What made me unbeautiful

2011-05-14T05:56:00.000-07:00

Heya :)
Went to take my three jabs for vaccination at Tan Tock Seng.
Met Liting and her mum there.
Then went to Central to have lunch, buy stickies and buy the cookies.
Headed to IMM afterwards to do market survey with Wei Li.
Hanged out at sky garden with Liting while waiting for Wei Li to come.
My feet's soring from all the walking. ):
And my arms are disabled for now from all the injections.
Went to Iluma for dinner.
Din have appetite so had only salad.
And Im going to postpone violin tomorrow cos I don't think I can raise up my violin.
Lol!

I have this freaking big blister on both of my feet ):
Damn tired right now.

And I have this list of things to do by week 10

1) Homework.
2) Market survey
3) Buying everything we need for cambodia
4) Move out of hostel
5) Mdm ong's farewell souvenir
6) Mdm ong's farewell dance
7) Cambodia dance item
8) Dance aesthetics
9) Do our props for aesthetics
10) Raise 150 personal donation
11) Raise 3000 donations from the school

That's enough to freak me out.
And I know Im being ambitious.

Hope people do buy our cookies. I know its a bit overpriced but its for a good cause!

Look how much your efforts will help the kids there! :D

Life is always worth the living

2011-05-11T07:43:00.000-07:00

Hiya its halfway through the week and there's chem and elit test left on friday.
Which I heard, was pretty easy.
But Im still quite nervous about it. :P

So far so good.
My results are coming back better than expected and the lessons are sleepable (eh is there such a word LOL!)

Next episode of America's next top model comes out tomorrow during CID Period, according to dilys :P

Im so gonna watch it during the weekends. :D To reward all my hard work, if there's any :P

Tomorrow's gonna be quite hiong for me cos I'll be chionging down to bugis for violin after school and mug chem and elit at night.

God bless my Elit. My teacher don't even know what she's teaching. :P

xoxo

Happy mother's day!

2011-05-08T07:46:00.000-07:00

Its a awesome long weekend and Im snuggling in my bed watching america's next top model.
Now waiting for the next ep to come out on wednesday.
Yay! :D

Oh and I love the hosts in the show. Tyra banks and Mr and Mrs J.
Weird, but i like them :D

Phyllis said she'd downloaded movies for me to enjoy after the tests.
Like yayayyayayaya cos my funshion isn't working really well right now.
I've deleted all my movies and it still refuses to download wts ):

So next week's chem test and elit test and then it's playtime!
Yeah I can't study at home so I'll just leave all the hardcore mugging to the weekdays.

xoxo

You're in the wrong species, be a dog.

2011-05-06T02:08:00.000-07:00

Fyeah its friday! <3
And the crazy test week is over. Okay, not exactly cos there's still a bit more to go.
Anyways, I think I deserve a break from mugging so hard :P
Stayed up till 12.30 to mug maths yesterday.
And maths test turns out pretty easy so, so much for worrying :D

Finished up aesthetics dance already. It looks more like community dance but aiyo, its cute :P

Shall go and find something to do now. Bye.

A little too not over you

2011-05-05T00:30:00.000-07:00

Ahahaha HELLO!
Its thursday and physics, chinese and scs tests are over! left with maths tomorrow.
Chem and Elit next week.

I can finally take some time off tomorrow to practise violin since its half day for RV. :D

The good news is, most of us scored A1 for comprehension. (The lowest's 14/20 :P) and my Chinese compo did not went out of point. Physics quiz was quite easy and scs was quite straightforward.

Bad news is, I think Im failing maths. For indices and surds. Never expect myself to freak out over maths, but yeah, I am. ): So Im going to hide myself in my room today and mug maths like nobody's business. And Ms teo havn't started shit on Poetry when our lit test is next friday. GG.

Can't think of any ugly news :P

Oh yeah and mother's day's this sunday. Din actually realised that but I've gotta please my mum just in case my results comes back sucky. :P

And after tomorrow, Im going to enjoy life with funshion. :D
IOSDOIHEITHINKIAMAWESOMEJFEIOHNFNCDSKJBUIWEND
heh.

Im giving away all my love today

2011-04-29T08:28:00.000-07:00

Had Sports Carnival today. Enjoyed myself with 3D at the field. Got pwned for frisbee, but we still had fun :D Im convinced my sunblock is useless cos Im sunburnt like crazy right now. ):

Then went out with dilys, siwai and kaixin to plaza sing to catch never say never. Kaixin and I are not a great fangirl of JB, unlike dilys and siwai heh. :P
But the show was really quite cute :P
Met Liting and her friends there too.
So mrt-ed back with her and wongzhen to school for dance showcase.
And awesomely persuaded dilys to give up her mugging session to come watch the showcase with us.
:D

Had a mini 2F girls outing at long johns after dance showcase. And chatted till 10pm.
Suddenly miss year two so damn much. nostalgic ttm.

Stay with me

2011-04-27T01:26:00.000-07:00

Watched the room mate with Shudan yesterday. Kinda freaked out at some scenes, but other than that, I mostly wow-ed at sara's hotness :P

Minka kelly!

Leighton meester!

Btw, Mr taxi's mv was out 2 days ago. :D
And the dance version is so unclear cos the cameraman decides to move the camera far back everytime the chorus comes in.
Irritating! >:(

I swear I'll catch up on all my glee and csi episodes after the common tests.

Can you really forgive, if you can't forget?

2011-04-25T01:20:00.000-07:00

Things to do

1) Physics notes examples
2) Chem performance task draft 2
3) CID draft 3
4) EL Summary writing notes
5) Write all my Chinese notes before teacher checks my notebook tomorrow
6) Think of aesthetics dance moves

Yeah I know Im being a bit too ambitious here.

Improve your reality, or lower your expectations

2011-04-24T06:54:00.000-07:00

Kind of out of events to blog about.
I'd rather tumblr and see pretty pictures that inspires me or make me feel much better.
Just got really upset by the fact that people are insulting 3D indirectly.
Saying that we have "no life", "missed out", "will regret it", "should really go to a corner and emo", "emo and draw circles" and "feel sorry for us".
And that I couldn't perform with guides for lcd night.
They danced so damn well.

3 dive into the sea and i love you guys

2011-04-22T07:51:00.000-07:00

Awesome sentosa outing with 3D today <3
Really enjoyed myself. Kudos to the OC. Applause!! :D
And it was quite successful considering 4/5 of the class came. woo~
So we had amazing race, taupok and a spammage of water bombs. :)
Sherryl was jealous that my fringe wasnt screwed, so she screwed it up like crazy.
Wanted to play water polo desperately but we had no ball ):
And we forgot to bury someone in the sand!! Damn! ):
Then gossiped in the sea for idontknow how long, until I start sneezing like mad.
Had potluck for dinner afterwards, awesomely contributed fried rice. nomnomnomnom
Ahh I would like to relive today all over again <3

I dont know what you did, But all I could think about was you

2011-04-20T01:44:00.000-07:00

Okay I shall blog cos Sherryl says Im too active on Tumblr now. HAHA
Yeah actually I am, cos Reuben sits beside me now and he freaking has an Ipod and Iphone. So I spent the whole day using his Iphone LOL.
Had oracy today.
Which, for your info, and I really hope this blog gets seen by a teacher, is useless.
Why's the school spending so much money to pay trainers to teach us how to use a powerpoint.
The trainer just came in today and teached us the functions of the tools on microsoft powerpoint.
what the. o.o
To make things better, 3D's having a class breakfast tomorrow :D
Which is totally what Im looking forward right now.
And of course the sentosa class outing :DD
Shall sleep now and practice violin later.
bye.

Im in love with a fairytale

2011-04-16T03:05:00.000-07:00

Just had the awesomest day with guides yesterday. :) Its my first time organising company cip and I was so damn worried for screwing it up. But the year3s are awesome ttm! especially all the station master who made boring games turn interesting! Thanks guys <3 And the guides and brownies for being cooperative and enthu throughout :D
remember our plans okay!
Spent most of today tumblring again.
Cos I know I wont be able to update my tumblr as frequently when all the tests come slapping me right in my face.
Yes and Im desperate for sleep now or else Im going to end up looking like a panda tomorrow.
On the brighter note, visit tumblr! LOL. For those who don't have an account, create one. Then follow me thanks! :D

Stressed out :/ What if my good is not good enough?

2011-04-15T06:21:00.000-07:00

Gonna be a super short post cos Im now preparing for heritage trail tomorrow with liting.
Sheepover at Dilys' house today with liting hahah!
Okay, but I know I wont be sleeping anytime before 12 cos I have hell loads of homework and stuffs to complete.
And the only thing that'll accompany me for the night is the teddy bear in my arms right now. And Dilys wants to have supper at ten. :P

Yeah I know Im shameless but please follow me on tumblr kthxbai!! :D

Miracles happen once in a while when you believe

2011-04-14T07:26:00.000-07:00

I wanted to be more mature, more reasonable, I wanted to have a big, fat, forgiving heart that could contain all this rage and still find room for kind, beneficent love, but I didn’t have it in me. I just didn’t.

If i weren't that desperate last year, I wouldn't get myself into this shit.
It was going nowhere from the start.

Wish you were here

2011-04-14T04:07:00.000-07:00

Hi so Im here to do a promo on my tumblr haha!
Tumblr! :D
Just created it with Sherryl's help during CID. Its always good to sit at the back of the class during CID with the laptop covering your face :P
And Isaac even played maple. ownage (Y)
Then PE was slack, like duh, it has to cos napha's over :D
So we played badminton while some went to play caps.
Played till we din realised PE's over haha! :D
Violin's cancelled today, so went back to hostel early and watched meet the forkers with Jiangnan and Shudan.
:D
Yay its friday tomorrow! Sleepover at Dilys' place :P

All that still matters is love ever after

2011-04-13T04:28:00.000-07:00

I cant believe this.
I actually went according to my plan buahahaha.
Yknow Im those kind of girls who procrastinate everything for tumblr and then freak out when I lie on bed and realised I havnt got shit done.
But today, woahhh :D
Mugged violin, CID and Physics.
I want to bring my com to school tomorrow cos Im just lazy to print out my PI.
But the F key on my keyboard dropped out :P
And the repairman said that's cos I keep typing F words.
Which is so not true, cos I'm not vulgar. :)

Gonna continue editting my PI. :D
This is the first time I've ever mugged so much for CID.
Okay, that cos CID's no longer a half subject and I've gotta ace this to pull up my shit grades. :/

I really dont know how I feel about you right now

2011-04-12T06:47:00.000-07:00

That answers liting's question. Im not comfortable being anyone's anything. Cos relationships are so damn messy and people's feelings get hurt. ):

Anyways, spent the whole day lying dead on my table and drawing circles on my desk cos just heard something I don't want to.

Din have appetite during recess and lunch.
Spent the rest of cca living in my own bubble. I cant seem to brighten up my mood today.

Kill me now.

So what can I do when the best part of me is always you?

2011-04-11T07:06:00.000-07:00

Hi! Spent the most of the day either sleeping, dreaming or getting owned in tic tac toe. D;
Then went to jp to buy heritage trail items with liting.
And we found out that we have so many things to carry back home.
Thus, the desperate need for manpower. :) So Isaac and Liting's brother came to help. But I got pangseh-ed halfway at the interchange and had to plod back to hostel with bags and bags of food. >:(

And everyone's making use of DA hostelite priviledge to use the gym in the hostel LOL. Time to get fit guys gogogogo!!! :D

Argh and that just reminded me to practise my violin on wednesday before my lesson on thursday. D:

On the brighter note, 3D's gonna get our class tee tomorrow! :D dontchaloveus?

Im scared. I don't want to be forgotten. ):

):

2011-04-10T07:03:00.000-07:00

FML. My LA grades are in the poop now, floating around in the sewer.
And Im so sleepy after all the mugging of physics.
Yes sherryl im tugging(talking about mugging)all the time :P

p/s: colourful conversations turns dull and painful.

Cos everyday I love you a little more

2011-04-08T06:19:00.000-07:00

:)

tired to the max.
just came back from bishan. :/
shall start on homework and then watch meet the forkers :D

I've just experienced a miracle

2011-04-07T02:42:00.000-07:00

Yes I did :D
My 2.4 timing improved like crazy.
Although it wasnt an A, I improved from D to B.
Which is, woah, applause! :)
Could have got my A if I chionged the last round, but I thought I was still on the 5th round.
But still, thursday's awesome kay? And its friday tomorrow, awesomer :D
Went to the library to study maths with Liting and Dilys after school while waiting for Siwai's elective to end.
Then we went to find Ms Foo regarding the OELP trip.
And we're designing the Serve Cambodia tee. Which is so cool cos we wanted to choose pink at first but then we realised that there's scouts going too.
Sian, I've always wanted a pink tee. ):
So we chose blue, my favourite colour :D
By the way, I spent the whole of lunch finding my locker. So I ran around the school with all the books in my hands. Heavy ttm. :/
And at the end I found it at the volleyball court.
And wts, its right at the top. Spent a freaking long time trying to sort out my stuffs there.

So, Im done with napha. THIS IS GOOD. Cos from now on, I'll just sit back, enjoy life and shake leg every thursday :D

p/s : jiayou dance group 2 for tomorrow! esp monica and raphael haha! tell me all about it during lunch. :P
p/p/s: I hate it when I miss good times with my classmates to go for some weird MOE interview. :/

And I know im cui

2011-04-06T07:03:00.000-07:00

YES I AM CUI.
Pathetic argh I cant stop freaking out for 2.4 run tomorrow.
I still remembered how 2.4 was a breeze for me last year.
Jog also can get A.
But now, I phail like crazy.
My timing is, idk what, went to check the criteria list and I could have flunk just by that few seconds.
Yes! That's how lousy I am when it comes to running.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HOW IM GOING TO DIE TOMORROW DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE.

2011-04-06T01:43:00.000-07:00

Hello! Blogging with my phone right now. And im now listening to the chinese debate :D 3D must jiayou !!!!!!
Woots first time using phone to blog.
Just in case my dad sees this, don't worry, im on wifi HAHA. :D

The state of my knees

2011-04-05T07:18:00.000-07:00

IS HORRIBLE. and disgusting.
I have two patches of dragon eggs on my knees, with dead skin falling out.
Not to mention the blood clots, bruises and new/old wounds that I've accumulated for the past 2 years.
I guess this is the UG knees everyone's talking about LOL.

Not the stereotype, boring, chinese dance

2011-04-04T03:37:00.000-07:00

LOL. We dont hate rebecca cos she's famous, she's famous cos we hate her. (Y)

Anyways, I was super hungry this afternoon cos I din have my proper recess. Okay, I know recess is like a meal out of nowhere, but I almost died in Lang Arts today cos my stomach was grumbling and making weird noises. :/

Practiced dance after school. Hey our group turned out quite cooperative cos almost everyone came and we did 1.30min already. Which is pretty awesome and funny at the same time cos we kinda changed the whole chinese dance into bollywood. :P

I hope we wont get selected or we'll make a fool out of ourselves in front of the whole cohort and the end of the year. Let's just dance for the sake of fun :D

Then went to mama shop and slacked with Isaac, Cheryl and Raphael.
And I conclude 3D guys are either pedo/gay/im just not a normal boy. LOL

It happens, and I wish it didn't, but that's life, isn't it?

2011-04-03T07:07:00.000-07:00

I miss chatting on the phone before bedtime.
Cos it's replaced with mugging everyday now. ):

Dont worry, she's prettier, she's funnier, she's thinner. I wouldn't choose me either.

2011-04-01T22:31:00.000-07:00

I'm stalking sherryl's tumblr right now :P
And all the pictures she reblogs are mostly taylor swift's. So like her :)
Had footdrill today. But I was so sleepy cos I spent last night reading House Rules. The book's so awesome I didnt have time to check the clock. :D So I slept at 12 and was trying to stop yawning while hanta-ing. :P
Drank Koi then went back home. Chocolate milk tea is so sweet I cant take the sugar level and had diarrhoea after that. :/
Regretted not putting enough sunblock yesterday cos my face turned chaoda when I reached home. D:

Okay things to do
1) Help Sherryl print heymaths ws
2) Youtube nice chinese dances
3) Start on homework
4) Practice violin (YES TOMORROW NO VIOLIN!! :P can sleep in)
5) Ask my parents to bring us for a movie. Its been so long since I've ever sit down and enjoy life.
6) Buy square colour papers to make papercranes :) Got addicted
And I was thinking for the cambodia trip, we can make many papercranes for the kids there before we leave. Who dont love papercranes uh? ;)

I have great schemes for tomorrow heheheheh

2011-03-31T03:52:00.000-07:00

Dear Holly,

I don’t have much time. I don’t mean literally, I mean, you’re out buying ice cream and you’ll be home soon…but I have a feeling this is the last letter. Because there’s only one thing left to tell you. It isn’t to go down memory lane or make you buy a lamp. You can take care of yourself without any help from me. It’s to tell you how much you move me. How you changed me. You made me a man by loving me, Holly…and for that I am eternally grateful. Literally. If you can promise me anything, promise me that whenever you’re sad…or unsure…or you lose complete faith…that you’ll try and see yourself through my eyes. Thank you for the honor of being my wife. I’m a man with no regrets. How lucky am I? You made my life, Holly, but I’m just one chapter in yours. There’ll be more. I promise. So here it comes, the big one. Don’t be afraid to fall in love again. Watch out for that signal when life as you know it ends.

P.S. I will always love you.

I cried. This entire. Movie.

Trying to make it up to you

2011-03-31T02:07:00.000-07:00

You should totally see the state of the hostel in the morning.
It was, omg, INFESTED WITH DEAD BEES.
Yuck yuck yuck I have this huge urge to runaway and not come back to my room for life.
Anyways, did 5 stations for PE. Honestly, I hope I was already over and done with 2.4. I dread it so much I'll have butterflies in my stomach for the whole of CID.
D:
Went for ODA after school. Theo and I were the only sec3s involved, idk why, think it's chosen randomly.
Its talking about how good the school is and we'll probably be going for some interview session next friday.
Which means I'll be missing aesthetics, SIAN, I've already missed so many lessons of aesthetics.
And its TGIF tomorrow! That means we'll get to wear school based tees to school :)
I hope that rule applies to tomorrow guides act :P

Giving up

2011-03-30T01:37:00.000-07:00

I'll marry any guy who'll play 蒲公英的约定 for me on the piano :)
And i'll stand beside and sing along. Kay, maybe not.

But this song is so awesome !! I'll worship anyone who can play it.

A dozen pretty papercranes

2011-03-29T06:48:00.001-07:00

Hello! Folded loads of papercranes for PrayforJapan today. I love decorating the ledge of my desk with papercranes cos its pretty ttm!!
Nothing much today, had firelighting for first part of cca and took the yearones for the second half.
Concluded that firelighting is awesome cos Dilys and I only took one matchstick to start the fire, and sustain it, and boil water with it.
WHO'S THE PROOOOOO? ;D
But i got cut at my ankle by the big axe (it has a name or something~) used for digging the pit.
Lesson learnt. :)

Oh and so many guides took their 2.4 already. Zomg everyone got like 13+ min. That's crazy, I'll fast if I ever get a timing that close to 13, or even an A.
D: Damn cui nowadays, cant find my motivation to run anymore.

And I swear Wensu showed me this freaking funny video on youtube, which for some reason reason, I cant seem to find it on when I got back to hostel. :/
Shall show it once I find it.

AND IF YOU DONT LAUGH YOUR ASS OFF YOU'RE NOT HUMAN!
:D

He loved us equally but differently

2011-03-28T06:39:00.001-07:00

Read kite runner. Got super emotional over the book, its awesome. And touching, I've never felt so easily swayed by a book before, after huanzhugege :P
But the way Hosseini writes is heart-attacking LOL. i dont know why. cos a lot of people died so suddenly.

Okay, shall not talk about the book already :P Today was so fulfilling cos Sherryl and I managed to settle the class tee after dragging for so long.
Applause!!! :D

Plus I have this huge urge to eat, cheese prata. NOW. urgh!! Sucks to have nap during dinner time >:(

Lucky Im in love with my best friend

2011-03-26T01:46:00.000-07:00

This reminds me, i should really get a life and start shopping D:

had march this morning. it was so boring i spent most of the time trying to contain my yawns.
but the fierce commander was in a good mood today and praised us for doing a good job :D

anyways, i changed my template. decided to try out blogger's one cos i've been using blogskins for too long.

so, i kinda dont know how to add in my formspring here. D:
does anyone knows? :)

gonna mug hard for violin now and not loiter around facebook for too long before my parents start to nag :D

tatta!

Kiss me on the sidewalk

2011-03-25T06:17:00.000-07:00

haha! i love cute old couples too! XD

and ITS FRIDAY.
except that it wasnt all about partying and fun according to rebecca black HAHA.

i was half stoning throughout chinese and also for guides act.
the weather's getting me cranky and i can see the heatwave on the track omg that's so scary! D:

hanged out with guides after guides act. lying on the fake grass rawks absolutely.
its so cool when i raise my thumb to the sky and i realised that no matter how big every cloud is, its always smaller than my thumb HAHA!

and i was asking everyone whether they miss SYFOC.
hey i do kay! its like, this month last year, we'd be practising for syfoc rather than writing stupid PIs and work tirelessly everyday.

so nostalgic. and i've realised that i kinda miss that period of time. D:
okay, so moving on, liting told me that grace told this to her.

"jiaqi said that im the slackest senior. but its not true what, that's cos im always taking the year3s and there's no much to punish."

awesome yearthrees! <3

2011-03-24T07:25:00.000-07:00

hey! actually i've realised i do look not bad. :DD HAHA.
here. with the blurred outlines.
but anyways, i cant stop admiring myself.
okay, shit. cant fall in love with myself :D

You're the sunshine to my rainy days

2011-03-24T06:37:00.000-07:00

aww i'd love to have icecream served to me right now~ :D

thursday was surprising not a dreadful day.
cos we played captains ball for pe.
which is hell rare. zomg <3 maybe mr nor's not bad la~ :P

then chenxiaojun came into class and start frightening us with the japan nuclear radiation crisis.
honestly, i was quite scared after that.
but its still quite cool seeing everyone dissolve into particles, not like i would get the chance to even see it, but ohwells :D

then i went back to hostel and slept 3h straight.
waking up at 7 only to find myself missing dinner.

had no mood to read the elit essay or to start on my jianbao.
neither to research on cid and write my cid reflections.

D:

and im sleepy right now. (but i still want the ice cream~ :/ )
shall sleep now and make nice dreams and ITS FRIDAY TOMORROW.

p/s: i dread the march thing on saturday. waste of time plus seeing unreasonable trainers sucks.

Can't stand their cuteness :P

2011-03-23T04:05:00.001-07:00

snsd is so awesome! love their fashion sense. <3333

Send me away with the words of a love song

2011-03-23T01:32:00.001-07:00

so cute~ next time when i have my wedding, im going to have little kids holding on to the ends of my wedding dress. :DDDDDDD

okay i hate it when the tumblr pics i've save in my com appears to be smaller than usual >:(

and i cant blog properly right now cos im going to puke. after drinking that bubble tea. omg.

trying to mass download songs right now with the shit internet connection in the hostel.
yes raphael, my hostelite power is so strong it disrupts the connection. -.-

anyways, speech is over. yay! :)

And today, Im officially missing you

2011-03-22T07:18:00.001-07:00

hi this is going to be a short post before i sleep. :)
so its speech presentation today.
although i din kenna, but i kinda want to get it over and done with.
besides, how nervous can you be when talking to your own classmates? :D

and for guides today, it was ug camp evaluation.
everyone indirectly ran 2.4. lmao.
and kudos for those who ran 2.4 for pe today. haha! zai ttm. :D

anyways, im really very tired recently. super restless.
and the blog title really describes what im feeling now. idk why.
its been 2 months. should move on already.

so im going to end abruptly right now and kthxbai! :D

Let's run away and don't ever look back

2011-03-21T04:13:00.000-07:00

haha! not so much of the unlimited sms part cos i currently dont have a chat buddy.
which is equivilant of not texting most of the time. :P

had serious monday blues today. so not looking forward to school days already.
esp with that eyebags of mine. hideous. -.-

anyways, im supposed to be chionging all my hw now.
cos i lost my chinese file and my hw are all in there.
damn.

and i swear im not going to sleep later than 10.30 today. its time i start changing my body clock D:

time to chiong my gpa this term. not. going. to. screw. up. anything.
term one was horrid i know. time to buck up.

Now that he has found a replacement

2011-03-20T07:08:00.000-07:00

ZOMG. I FOUND A COCKROACH IN MY ROOM.
A BIG, FLYING ONE.
oh dear lord. what an awesome start to my next term of hostel stay D:

on the brighter side, i've redecorated my room.
after the cockroach incident.
super traumatized.
must change the fengshui or something XD
so i changed my bedsheets pink!
my pillow case pink!
my bolster pink!
my pig pink!
loads of facial cream. (lmao at the kiasu-ness)
took away all the junk food in my room to prevent any more cockroaches.

and you know what? the speech thing was so easy im done in 10min.
literally.
okay, but still filled with crap cos i kinda doodled on my script.
until raphael told me we need to hand up the script.
i'll just ask the teacher annoyinging to not collect it cos she wouldnt want to see what i've wrote. :)

okay, its 10.10 now and i shall sleep. hope tmr goes well and i've not missed out on any hw.

p/s: im not running tmr morning jengyu :P mornings are for you to laze around in bed and eat your breakfast slowly. who in the right mind will run? HAHAHA.

Guess what? School's reopening tomorrow

2011-03-19T17:01:00.000-07:00

gd morning! im here to make a plan

- finish daddy's filing
- redo chem diagram and scan it to jengyu asap
- bring new bedsheets to hostel
- pack my bag and luggage for hostel
- let daddy sign whatever that needs to be signed

okay. off for violin now :)

Cause I dont feel welcome anymore

2011-03-19T07:19:00.000-07:00

okay you know what?

i shall just not do homework.
cmon, what's a speech when you've gotta prepare for it.
-.-

spamming taylor swift songs right now <3 found out that i can really relate to the lyrics of her songs.

anyways, i've at least helped my dad with his filing and practise a bit of violin.
and revise physics, briefly.
and finished chem worksheet.
and wrote my starting paragraph for jian bao.
and wrote the address on top of my sihan.
and wrote : dear ladies and gentlemen on my speech script

oh and one more thing. VIOLIN IS MAKING ME GO BONKAS. literally.
i've practised so much. and my finger tips hurt.
and i think my wrist is having this weird cramps in the middle of a song.
but i still cant get my vibrato right.
and my fourth finger is always lacking the pitch.
and i always go off postion everytime i sight read.
and my teacher took away my fingering guide.
nice. so i'll just have to use my ears to make out the pitch right now.
awesome.
why am i not a born violin prodigy?

2011-03-19T06:32:00.000-07:00

JACKIE CHAN!

yeah man i chose him as the topic of choice for my speech.
what the hell was i thinking back then?
okay, shall start of by thinking about his good points

- funny
- popular? heard he's considered a chinese icon
- and his must-fight spirit. zomg, i love his stunts.
- charitable
- innovative?
- oooh and he get to see hot hollywood celebrities every once in a while.
- ahh he's hardworking? so old liao still fighting here and there. :O

zomg, this is crap. i cant think properly already.
HOW DO I WRITE THIS SHIT.
i hate prepared speeches.
will the teacher mind an impromptu? :D

I'm gonna get you back

2011-03-18T19:36:00.000-07:00

yeah man! love Misery to the max!
desperate to watch glee now. i've not been following it since the never been kissed episode. sucks!

But if we loved again, i swear i'd love you right

2011-03-18T00:57:00.000-07:00

heh i know im being a really active blogger. :)

but emma watson is just the prettiest girl i've known.
zomg, i have this urge to fish out all my harry potter dvds. :/

and i really want to switch to tumblr cos the photos are just awesome!
but i dont wanna give up on my blog. its the few things i've maintained for such a long time.
:D

Throw a punch in the air

2011-03-17T22:28:00.000-07:00

hi five! :)

im stuck at home for the whole day and im kinda confortable about that.
finally some time to lay around in bed and.. start on homework. eww

so i've left

- CIP Proposal (i'll be done after ms foo replys my sms :D)
- scan chem pou diagram to jengyu
- sihan (provided i manage to find the article on wen xin guang gao)
- jianbao ( a thousand words yucks! i should just give chenxiaojun a picture )
- chem ws (okay im actually like 5/6 through chem ws. argh. can. do. it :D)
- speech (im supposed to be doing on jackie chan cos my dad's all crazy over him so maybe i can get some help from him :P)
- physics pou (chillax~ its dued term 2 week 4. not to worry. :D)
- practise violin
(oh and remember to cut my nails! parts of them chipped off cos i was pressing too hard on the violin strings.)
D:

And the holidays are almost over. Yes i deserve to climb up a tree and hang upside down.

okay enough of homework planning :D
-points down-
zomg, i adore strawberries so so much XOXO :D
and chocolates too!

And im like, forget you!

2011-03-16T23:51:00.000-07:00

omg you're so fluffy i wanna dieeee!
seriously. :P
hey! they're supposed to be jumping around in the picture. lousy downloader. >:(

hi, kinda in a good mood right now. just had my fav mango + strawberry + sunflower seeds salad and it was awesome ttm! :D
not to mention hazelnut milk tea from koi.
hmm, life's great :D

and, so far my violin mugging was quite successful :D
im gonna continue violin after this post.
yippee! i like this :)

so desperate to watch dramas for the whole day tomorrow cos i'll be at home for the whole day.
but wth. homework still not complete. yucks.

i feel like an useless plastic bag

2011-03-16T06:12:00.000-07:00

hey~ so today i practised an hour of violin.
applause!!!
and im going to do that again tomorrow. before my violin teacher starts scolding XP
went to fort canning with guides today. to check out the cip site.
to all guides and brownies, bring loads of water, ponchos, food! and insect repellent cos that place is infested with creepy crawlies. ewww.
so, we had this mini picnic in the middle of nowhere. awesomely contributed by only dilys and liting. heh psps. :P
then went to orchard.
had dinner at ion's fish and co.
LADY'S NIGHT are dah best i tell you.

and i realised i needa go on a strike. diet. yeah. diet :)
everyone lost weight after ug camp.
except for me cos i gained a kg. -.-
i believe its muscles okay.
yeah, confirm muscles de :)

but still, i eat and eat and eat. if i stop eating, i'd be drinking. vice versa. oh nooooooo D:
mission of the day: do not attempt to go to the kitchen tonight. dont even think about it.

cool, so im going to bishan with dilys tomorrow for this guides pna award march thingy. hope everything goes well and i dont meet that bitchy auntie there. :)

and KOI!!!! KOI KOI KOI! wait. shit. not supposed to be thinking about that.
ugh.

2011-03-15T05:36:00.000-07:00

everytime when things are going right for me, someone just had to pop out and say: oh, she's enjoying her life, time to fuck it up.

that is exactly how i felt today.

maybe i really shouldnt think about people who wont give a damn about me anymore.
i can do so much better than this.

nicole ftw!

oh and this post is not to make anyone feel emo or whatsoever.
it struck me today when i read the papers.
7 whole long pages on the japan disasters.
what i saw are just numbers and tolls about people missing, dying, dead, hospitalised etc.
japan used to be such a nice place, in fact, i was considering to move to japan for good cos their hot spring are just (Y)
but now, japan turned into a third world country overnight.
super worried for them.
i want to help out! but i dont know how to. can our ocip trip change from cambodia to japan? ):

okay so then i thought about how the world is changing, and will 2012 really be the end? will s'pore not be safe anymore? omg, okay, too much into thinking but i cant help it. so i was reading through the papers and there's this really touching words said by this man : cherish whoever or whatever you've got, cos you never know when something will happen to them tomorrow.

so i wanna thank everyone i know :)
to everyone reading this, im so thankful for you.
just in case the ppl i dont really like read this, namely my sis, im thankful for you too la.

p/s: and i ate the sweets in your goodie bag XP

2011-03-14T02:48:00.000-07:00

awesome song <3

anyways, woke up early in the morning and headed down to je library.
bumped into sammy, reuben, munwei, terence and some other rv-ians.
so chem pou is more or less done. :)

stayed till 3pm, then went back home. my bag was freaking heavy. should really get a lighter laptop soon :/
so val and i managed to persuade reuben to go to bugis instead of clementi to buy koi.
its so easy to persuade him. you just have to say: do you want to be outcasted a thousand times and he'll give in LOL.

slept all the way home.

and i've to go to sch tomorrow to do physics pou. wah, sian ttm. early in the morning too. D:
then liting's gonna pierce her eyes.
zomg, how do people bear to pierce a hole in their skin?
ouch :/

then going out to watch big mamas. :D

gonna eat my mango then go for tuition soon. i need a chat buddy D:

i thought i had a chance, but i see you're already moving on

2011-03-13T06:46:00.000-07:00

Nothing to do at the moment. :) its been a long time doing notes like this ;)
(p/s: i ripped this of someone else's blog)
My Personality:

I’m loud
I’m obnoxious
I’m sarcastic
I’m cocky
I cry easily
I have a bad temper
For the most part, I don’t like people
I’m easy to get along with
I have more enemies than friends
I’ve smoked
I’ve smoked weed
I drink coffee
I clean my room daily

My Appearance:

I wear makeup
I wear a piece of jewelery at all times
I wear contacts (for eyesight)
I wear contacts (for colour not eyesight)
I wear contacts (for eyesight and colour)
I wear glasses
I have/had braces
I change my hair color often
I straighten my hair often
I have piercings
I have small feet

Relationships:

I’m in a relationship now
I’m single
I’m crushing
I’m in love
I’m always scared of being hurt
An ex has physically abused me, at least once
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did
I’ve been in love more than two times
I believe in love at first sight
Friendships:
I have a best friend
I have at least ten friends
I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend
I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend
I can trust at least five people with my life

Experiences:

I’ve been on a plane
I’ve been on a train
Someone close to me has died
I’ve taken a taxi
I’ve taken a city bus
I’ve taken a school bus
I’ve gone bungee jumping
I’ve made a speech
I’ve won an award
I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight
I’ve been in a physical fight
Music:

I listen to R&B
I listen to country
I listen to pop
I listen to techno
I listen to rock
I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it
I hate the radio
I buy CDs
Television:

I spend at least six hours a day watching TV
I watch soap operas daily
I’m in love with Days of Our Lives
I’ve seen and liked The OC
I’ve seen and liked/loved One Tree Hill
I’ve seen and liked Americas Next Top Model
I’ve seen and liked Popular
I’ve seen and liked 24
I’ve seen and liked CSI
I’ve seen and liked Everwood
Family Life:

I get along with both of my parents
I have at least one brother
I have at least one sister
I have at least one step brother/sister
I have at least one half brother/sister
I’ve been kicked out of my house
I’ve ran away from home
I’ve made my parents cry
I’ve lied to my parents
I’ve lied to my parents about where I am
I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing
I’ve walked out when I’ve been grounded
I don’t live with my parents
Parents are screwed up and gone
Hair:

I’ve been brown
I’ve cut my hair in the past year
I’ve dyed my hair in the past year
I’ve been blonde
I’ve been red
I’ve been light brown
I’ve been medium brown
I’ve been blue/green
I’ve gotten my hair thinned
I use conditioner
I’ve used Silk Therapy
I’ve used hot oil treatments
I’ve curled my hair
I’ve straightened my hair
I’ve ironed my hair
I’ve braided my hair

School:

I’ve yelled at a teacher
I’ve been suspended
I’ve had an in-school suspension
I’ve walked out of class
I’ve skipped an entire day of school
I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class
I’ve failed a test
I’ve cheated on a test
I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test
I’ve failed Art
I’ve failed PE

I’ve failed Math
I’ve failed Science
A teacher has called my parents

2011-03-12T23:05:00.000-08:00

hi all! just broke march camp.
and i really have a lot of reflections to make. D;
okay first about mynah.
mynah's always known to be the quiet and un-high patrol. for some weird reason.
anyways, through the camp i've really seen a lot of potential in the pl and ps.
and im really proud of the patrol identity. i see the the year2s and year1s putting in a lot of effort into the patrol identity. (hey and we added in a toothbrush, that gives us a bonus :P) overall mynah did awesome. :D

now for year threes.

HI EVERYBODY! okay i know that this is supposedly the most hiong camp for us cos its the chance where the seniors start noticing us and the time for us to really bond as a whole level (like duh, we already are :P) okay so, i think that all the pl-s did a really awesome job decorating the patrol identity and flag. really, really nice to me. :D and how all of us stayed back after school, disregarding the fact that there's a test tomorrow or whatsoever, to practice dance. and when we dance together on stage, we dont care about our image at all. :P if one gets embarrassed, all of us gets embarrassed as well. candlelite night was the only chance we could really sit back and enjoy ourselves, and we really did. remember when Dj's got me faling in love again was played? everyone just danced in the middle of the hall like nobody else's business. thinking back, we acted like people on drugs! :D okay and here comes the touching part. as what corliss said, we're like 14 lucky girls out of the the whole year3 cohort to be in guides. and look at us now, i can definetely say that i can feel an extremely huge bondedness among each other. some of us can really find our best friends in guides. and i did. i talk about how the level is like to my parents every time i get home. and they keep saying that im talking too much about you guys like you're my life. but there's one thing they dont know. you guys made my life so much more meaningful, eventful and wonderful. okay, starting to get cheesy :/ but i know yall feel the same way too. we plan for canvas tent, dance, footdrill and many other things. and we go out for random outings that made all my stress just goes away. a lot of things happened to me this year and i got freaking sad and demoralised and shagged. but every tuesday and friday, i looked forward to all the acts, chatting after acts and even staying till 7plus to just lie down on the field and rant about everything. when people ask me to sing, i get shy. but in front of guides, im totally out to sing. people pay to hear me sing. and you get it free twice a week. or even more. :P how lucky you people are!
and to me, crying is always a sign of weakness. crying would be the last thing on my list everytime im down. but through this ug camp. i cried a lot. for some weird reason. im super touched by what we've done. trust me, the best friendships are forged during the hardest times. after countless of scoldings/torturing/punishments we've done, that sense of accomplishment everyone has, cannot be forgotten. it'll be our last ug camp next year and before we know it, we will be the ones handing over the company. let just live the one year more together to the fullest and show the juniors and seniors what we're capable of!! ending up with kaixin's funny suggestion: LETS MAKE A LEGACY IN GUIDES! <3

then as food ic.
okay i was food ic together with dilys and yiyan.
to sum up, i would say, we screwed up. :/
like seriously, we made so many mistakes.
1) we only bought 1 tin of milo. the tin has this info sheet saying that one tin can only cater to 46 people. and we thought it was okay to use the tin of milo powder for 2 meals. super careless. and ms foo had to help us buy another tin. paiseh ttm.
2) i dropped 3 packed lunch boxes. i already know that 4 lunch boxes is enough for me to carry. but i insisted to continue carrying 8 boxes cos i thought it'll be much faster. but no, i dropped three. and for that, i din eat my lunch cos i was awfully guilty about what i've done.
3) we bought pandan cakes and orange chiffon cakes for the company and left it in the guides room. then the next day, the seniors threw all 7 cakes away cos it has mould + ants on them. like omg, 14 bucks down the drain. and we have to buy oreos as supper for the company. and its not even filling! D: wasted money again.
4) we skipped punishments. like wth la! everyone's being scolded by the seniors, but we're at the canteen, preparing for meals. then everytime i see my patrol members' faces filled with sweat and mine as dry as ever, i felt immensely guilty. :/
5) we broke corliss' cooker lid. the glass shattered all something. but the thing is, its not even something that belongs to guides. she brought it from her own house just to help us to cook the food. and we broke it. i dont know how to pay back for our mistakes.

and as for the juniors

i believe all of you still remember what the we have told yall the second night. we made the seniors so disappointed that they cried. i know we feel guilty and we want to say sorry to them but all of us should know that the best way to say sorry to them is to show them that we can do things well, and make them proud. we made a deal with yall that we'll make the third day as good as possible, and leave ug camp with that sense of fulfillment in you. afterall, we're all stuck in guides for 4 years and its up to you to make the fullest out of it or dread it every week.
but anyways, good job for enduring ug camp. esp the year ones. believe me, everytime you're tired and want to just slack for a bit, remember that your whole level is doing the same thing you're doing and going through the same pain you're in. just endure as a level and you'll feel great and accomplished after that.

so, to end my reflections. i really wanna replay ug camp and ammend for all the mistakes i've made. in yr1 i thought that 3d2n is enough to make me die of torture. but now i felt that 3d2n pass so fast! i still remember how sherryl, dilys and i went to watch gnoromeo and juliet 2h before ug camp and now im at home, eating ice cream cake. really need more of such camps to really push us to our limits and bond us more. :D

I was never good to begin with

2011-03-10T02:51:00.000-08:00

so to sum up this week, it sucks.
my gpa for term one is officially screwed.
shall not go into details. and i was so confident of proving myself to my parents.
now what? im just a liar.
a useless, stupid liar.

and this's not the worse, im shagged for this week. thought i could have a break on friday but no, there's elit test in the morning. and ug camp in the afternoon. oh dear lord safe me from this agony.
seriously.

yeah and i know i should be killing myself like now.

2011-03-05T15:45:00.000-08:00

art is not my thing.
im so dead for violin.
din practise shit yesterday cos i was painting ug camp flag + clearing up the mess.
it felt so ugcamp-ish <3
anyways, i love our flag and patrol identity.
okay, i love every patrol's flag and identity.
and we've collected loads of cocnut husks for outdoor cooking.
it better not rain. :)
feeling super ready for UG camp :D
just that i have this blister under my feet. D:
hopes it disappears by tomorrow. :/

need to end this abruptly cos i have to rush for violin D:

violin used to be an enjoyable thing, now its such a burden :/

2011-03-02T06:21:00.000-08:00

hi, so i've promised myself to sleep by 10 today.
but i've already had my afternoon nap.
so that makes the promise invalid. yeah :)

anyways, patrol identity is prettytytyty, at least to me cos we spammed a lot of painty markers. (Y)

getting restless when dancing hoot. cos:
1) dilys' sianness is affecting me D:
2) hates my pinafore which is stained with ink.

plus its 2.4 trial tomorrow.
D:
yeah i know im super cui cos pe is like torture in hell for me.

its 10.30 now. shall sleep early :)
nights!

2011-03-01T05:49:00.000-08:00

Hi!! so today was cool cos there isnt any tests. phew, wasnt paying much attention to any of the lessons today.
anyways, did firelighting for cca.
i've concluded that it takes hell lots of luck to start a fire.
i remembered i only needed 1 matchstick to start the fire on my first firelighting session.
now i need 8. -.-
and blowing the fire's tough. the smoke keeps on getting into my eyes, that explains the puffyness of it.
makes my eyes smaller. D:
and i accidentally touched a stick which had hot white ashes on it.
zomg, i can feel my skin coming out already.
and for that my right index finger is paralysed.
must start being extra careful. :/

and im proud to say hoot is almost done.
staying back tmr after oracy to decorate patrol identity.
hopes that ug camp wont be screwed up :)
cross my fingers.

on the side note, im extremely disturbed at boys flirting so openly even when they already have girlfriends. what do you mean by saying "i've been wanting to sms you for so long and my wish is granted" to another girl while ignoring your girlfriend for days. what's this?! you should be appreciative that someone even likes you for goodness sake.

2011-02-28T06:06:00.000-08:00

Hi, feeling horribly unwell in the morning cos i had this flu running on.
got back physics test.
it was okay~ but i kinda got demoralised with my marks.
plus i screwed chem.
totally didnt study on balancing equaltions and 3 questions were based on it.
that'll cost me 6 marks already.
die.

anyways, had this really nice nap in the afternoon, causing me to be in this blur state up till now.
wanna change blogger's template but that'll means sacrificing my sleep.
no way,
maybe when i have the time.

So the remaining tests are chem practical, maths and elit.
and then its then end of term one.

thought you should know, i've tried my best to let go

2011-02-26T19:00:00.001-08:00

zomg maths and chemistry is killing me.

i need to go shopping soon.
and watch drama.
and RUN
kay i haven't run.
tonight.
tonight.

2011-02-25T06:34:00.000-08:00

woots its weekends :)

it was such a stressful week. at least to me, i dont know why. dont wanna talk about my pe standard already. T.T

anyways, things to complete D:

- jian bao
- Elit 8 essay questions
- Elit Things fall apart notes
- Buy Mr Muscleman de-clogger
- Find batteries for my chinese dictionary
- Revise for Chem theory
- Maths Asg 5.1
- Maths Revision Questions
- DO LOADS OF SITUPS
- RUN

okay, so, i chiong-ed through UG camp proposal and company cip proposal today.
super accomplished, and tired as well. but still. kudooossss nicole! :DDD
not mentioning trying my best to practice dance for UG camp. hope all the hard work is worth it.
:)

Shall bath now and meet my pig in my dreams.
lmao! there's like pigs all over my bed. but i wake up every morning and see all the pigs on the floor. D:

2011-02-22T03:22:00.000-08:00

hihi! woah today was shagged,

and suria said our physics test was horribly done. D:
then i've no confidence in LA too.
D:

and kinematics, a matter of time i'll go crazy over this topic.
and scs. all my seniors said that its easy to score. :O

anyways, thinking day was okay, just that jengyu told me that she cant hear the guides promise ):
and sherryl vomitted. take care kay? :)

things to do

1) Do examples 1-7 of kinematics notes
2) Finish Maths ws 5.1
3) Attempt Maths Assignment
4) Borrow Things Fall Apart from library
5) Practise Violin exam pieces
6) Catch Never Let Me Go on 24th feb.
(who's free to watch it with me? :D)

and not forgetting to welcome new mynah-ians :) shin neng and pearlwin.
honestly, i want a unique name too! :DD
something like nicoletty or nicola. :P

2011-02-21T01:05:00.000-08:00

wee using dilys now. sian liting and I are like the few that are not down for camp challenge :((((

and i screwed up physics test D:
and spent 5min staring at the LA essay question.

damn stupid :/

thinking day parade's tomorrow. wiggle your toes and have a heavy breakfast tmr :D

and all the best for preparation of ug camp. and the remaining tests.

phew, life's so hectic already.

p/s : i have a new found liking to toddlers and babies :DD

so in love with this feeling

2011-02-16T05:50:00.000-08:00

i want to talk to you so badly.

2011-02-01T17:15:00.001-08:00

i cant bring myself to think about you.
it was all too abrupt, i dont know how to deal with it.
guess i need the cny break to sort out my emotions.

and im so so grateful, thankful and proud to have such a nice bunch of friends around me

love you guys and i promise i'll come back from taiwan with loads of sweets. :)